THE CONDITION OF MY CONDITION

'cause i was a hapsburg dont ya know and i was a hapsburg ya see? but i was this equilibrist aware of the drunks the brutality the racism the cockroaches rats and diseases of poverty when i was a hapsburg see and i was this equilibrist not knowing what to do about what it was i felt so much that was hurting me so much that i never could articulate ya see? there was no one i could really talk to about these things cause everyone was a hapsburg see and didnt want to talk or feel with me cause i was this equilibrist ya see and i felt they all accepted this stuff as god's will but not me'

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